Need a Home

I've been back for a month..
Still cannot get used to
The cramped up feeling I get here in Singapore..

Everywhere I look it's so crowded and cramped..
Especially now that it's the Christmas season..

Orchard Road is a veritable trampling ground -.-"

I have a certain home-sickness..
Not for Singapore or Australia..
But for a place where I feel I belong..

I know I sound like someone who has the perfect life..
Shuttling between Singapore and Australia..
With no long-term family or financial commitments..
And I don't wanna look like I don't appreciate my life..

But I'm at this stage..
Where my "roosting" instincts are kickin in..
And I wanna find a place where I belong..

Or could it just be the usual Christmas blues I always get?

Well mum, only you know :)
I still think of you everyday..
Next Feb will be 6 years now..
Hope you are happy wherever you may be :)
I love you :)